


Let’s do this thing!
Some night when I’m not so tired.



Let’s do this thing!
Some night when I’m not so tired.
by Edith Holden
I just couldn’t get into the drawings of birds and the poems about nature and the naturalist observations. I would have liked more glimpses into what life was like for a lady in England in 1906. The most interesting parts were the explanations of the names of each of the months, which she got out of the encyclopedia; and the side-leaf that described the author’s brief life (she dies at 49 by falling into the Thames).
by J. R. R. Tolkien
I believe this is my second re-read (three reads total). It can be hard going, but just let it wash over you. Tolkien’s theology, it feels like an otherworldly retelling of the old testament. Occasionally a beautiful tale will jump out of the mirk, like that of Beren and Luthien.
Digression:
Tolkien’s old-school Catholicism is evident, and not necessarily unappealing. I see it this way. Modern thinking in our culture is extremely Freudian. We like to think we’re well beyond Freud, but he’s evident here every day. Every movie and book hero has a backstory “explaining” why he is the way he is. It’s all about his childhood. It made him evil, or good.
Characters in Tolkienland, they’re just evil. Or good. Or a little of both. It seems to me that every creature, lowly middle-earthlings or hallowed Ainur, have the capacity for evil. And sometimes someone just tips over the edge. In other words, it’s in all of us, and it’s just a random spin of the wheel whether you are going to get tipped over at any given moment, briefly, or for a lifetime.
Amen and thanks be to god and also with you.
I’m happy enough with the beading. What I need a lot of practice with is finishing. Beading wire is really hard to deal with. I might try sticking with ordinary thread.
This piece is annoyingly too long for a bracelet, too short for a necklace, and as far as projects go more useless than most.


2023 – Yellowstone
2024 – Total solar eclipse
Two life-changing experiential years in a row. Though I guess every experience is technically life changing.
If you don’t have a dream, how you gonna have a dream come true?
This is a line from a song in SOUTH PACIFIC. It was also something my Aunt Alice used to say, back when I Was Very Young, and she wanted to encourage me to dream big.
All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel
And all that you love
And all that you hate
All you mistrust
All you save
And all that you give
And all that you deal
And all that you buy
Beg borrow or steal
And all you create
And all you destroy
And all that you do
And all that you say
And all that you reap
And everyone you meet
And all that you spite
And everyone you fight
And all that is now
And all that is gone
And all that’s to come
And everything under the sun is in tune,
When the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
by V. E. Schwab
It was a good story. I just wish it could have been told more succinctly. There were just way, way too many scenes of Addie going about her day and surprise surprise! suddenly! why, it’s a visit from Luc. AGAIN. And they engage in the exact same non-scintillating banter, AGAIN.


Behold the garden, in all its glory!!!!!!!!